1st love letter to my daughter

To my daughter,

Rania Tsabita Azzahra, where do I begin?

You have changed my life in the absolute best way possible.

Because of you, I am a mother.
Because of you, I know the deepest meaning of love.
Because of you, my heart fills with only with love and joy.

It is very amazing, satisfying and proud to see your growth over the past year.
From sleeping away the day snuggled in my arms to climbing on me as if I'm a jungle gym.
From being a baby girl to being considered a little girl.
From rolling your body around the bed to crawling to every corner, then now struggling to walk on your own.
From communicating only with your cries to randomly mumbling.

Your smiles, your laughs, your smell are things which drive me crazy about you. I can never get enough with you, my daughter. I can't even stand being apart from you more than 30mins.

Again and again, thank you very much for being born, for giving us happiness, nak. You are my special girl, I am so proud to be your mother.

Happy 1st birthday, my precious daughter.

someone for everyone

There's a famous saying: "a successful marriage life requires falling in love many times, always with the same person". Alhamdulillah.. I think it happens to my marriage life.

Yes, it is too early to call mine as the successful one. However, I am so happy, proud and grateful because me and my husband have succeed getting through our first year of marriage. In fact, we love, care and respect each other more than before. It really wasn't an easy year with our businesses slowing down, the never-ending family issues, hence accelerated the tension between us. I gotta give most credits to my husband for his incredible level of patience and understanding.

Nowadays, everytime I wake up, I will look at his sleeping face and I can feel that I am falling in love more and more with him. Thank you for always trying to bring out the best of me. You are unbelievable, even my parents and my family couldn't stand me the way you do. Subhanallah.. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for marrying me with the right person.

I can't believe I am actually gonna say this but for those who still single, please do get married as soon as possible. Don't wait for the right one, as there is no such thing as the one. Look for someone who is willing to make things right and work out for both of you, look for someone who loves and accepts you unconditionally. Good-looking, romantic, wealth, sexy are just the added bonus however don't let those overshadow your judgement. Don't mess someone's relationship, karma does exist to bite your ass. Trust me, there is someone for everyone :)

With a baby which will due in December this year, I really am the happiest wife!!