the fight

'BANG !!'
That was the sound I heard  from the door behind me. Quite loud and harsh, it got me stood up for a little while. Then there was a fight between the-past-me and the-present-me, between the unwillingness to let go and the determination to move the fuck on.

Finally, the sanity won the fight, brought me to the conclusion, just like the sound of closing door, I  should do the same with those uninvited memories. After all everyone has memories, be it good or bad. Cherish the good ones and throw away the bad ones, not let myself drown into it, that way we can have peace with ourselves.

Cassy was right, it isn't about the duration of how fast you moved on over one disappointment in your life, instead, see it as a learning process of letting go things that you aren't supposed to have.

Ahh I miss you, beb.. It is so hard to catch up with each other these days, don't let the distance drift our friendship apart, ok !?