(love) letter

the truth is, we're so lucky to finally found each other :)

i know the road ahead us is getting tough-er than ever, especially for you. But hey, don't question me or us, because even though my pride won't admit it in person, you have all my support and heart.

so, go focus on things that need to be prioritised, i'll always be right there for you. whenever you're feeling tired, turn to me and lean yourself on me,  i'll be ready to welcome you with my stupid yet getting-on-your-nerve jokes and (a little) pampering treatment with (a little) love.

just like how you make it real for me, i want to you to feel the same about me.

the fight

'BANG !!'
That was the sound I heard  from the door behind me. Quite loud and harsh, it got me stood up for a little while. Then there was a fight between the-past-me and the-present-me, between the unwillingness to let go and the determination to move the fuck on.

Finally, the sanity won the fight, brought me to the conclusion, just like the sound of closing door, I  should do the same with those uninvited memories. After all everyone has memories, be it good or bad. Cherish the good ones and throw away the bad ones, not let myself drown into it, that way we can have peace with ourselves.

Cassy was right, it isn't about the duration of how fast you moved on over one disappointment in your life, instead, see it as a learning process of letting go things that you aren't supposed to have.

Ahh I miss you, beb.. It is so hard to catch up with each other these days, don't let the distance drift our friendship apart, ok !?

holiday, please !!

I need a holiday, I mean.. like a real holiday where all I do is chill-out and put my lazy ass at rest. No work stuff, no family issues, oh yes... a quality time with myself.

For no reason, my life feels like a plastic bag lately. And by putting the blame to the dullness of my job, Makassar or the people around here, didn't make me feel any better. Perhaps it's just me who -for the gazillion times- forget to feel grateful with my life.

Come on Nis... how can you be happy, content and satisfy with everything if you failed to be grateful with what Allah SWT gave you?!

Now let's level up the mood by pampering myself  with the pretty pictures below

*welcome to my dream land*